puddle

my english friends were used to call me "dark puddle",

because  i've got very dark eyes, and i was very easy to be in tears.

then i've wanted to see strength inside of myself.

on the other hand, i am aware that the more vulnerable i am 

the closer get to a stronger connection with truth,
by the name of art.

my vulnerability is fearful, it keeps making me scared, 

even so i need to trust it, more than i believe in my slightest strength.

"All my life I have been haunted by the obsession that to desire a thing or to love a thing intensely is to place yourself in a vulnerable position, to be a possible, if not a probable, loser of what you most want. Let's leave it like that. "

- Tennessee Williams