boredom is a dream bird ...

♥

孤

花鳥

♥

睡

miles away

...feeling pain proves that i am alive as human at least

dear my haters...you can hate me and it might breake me as much as you want. ...i save my energy to learn from you, instead of hating you back.

“We must become so alone, so utterly alone, that we withdraw into our innermost self. It is a way of bitter suffering. But then our solitude is overcome, we are no longer alone, for we find that our innermost self is the spirit, that it is God, the indivisible. And suddenly we find ourselves in the midst of the world, yet undisturbed by its multiplicity, for our innermost soul we know ourselves to be one with all being.”  -  Hermann Hesse